Gray So Gray Lyrics

Epik High Gray So Gray Lyrics Romanized And English Translation

Epik High Gray So Gray Lyrics Romanized

motdoen geonman baewoseo geurae

motdoen jinman gollaseo haenne

ireon naega miwo

nado chakage salgo sipeonneunde

neo wollae iraennye

neul gasi dotchin naege dagaseogi duryeopdaneun neodo

jal al tende

sesangi naege samkige haetdeon gasi subaek gaereul

mom bakkeuro mireonaeda seoninjangi dwaenne

I hate me more than u could ever

dap eomneun nomil subakke

nan naran ge munjemyeo

geurae neo maldaero byeonginikka

kkocheul damado tuk chimyeon jogangnabeoril unmyeonginikka

ga

aljana nan

gamjeongi gojang na

hwangpyehan maeumen heunhan sarang han pogi mot jara

neul nege musimhaetdeon nawa

mongmareun gwansime jichin neon nunmul samkyeotjanna

ni nunmul ppaego seulpeumeul deohae

neul padochideon neoui nunbit soge

damgyeotdeon miumdo ijen nal dongjeonghae

wae niga nareul geokjeonghae

wollae eongmangin nayeotjana

naega

motdoen geonman baewoseo geurae

motdoen jinman gollaseo haenne

ireon naega miwo

nado chakage salgo sipeonneunde

neomu mani dachyeoseo geurae

neomu mani sogaseo geurae

nado ireogin sileo

utgo sipeo

geunde geuge jal an dwae

an dwae

naege jin eodumi

neoui miraejocha geomge muldeurilkka bwa duryeowoseo geurae

naneun sangcheobanneun ge

jukdorok sileo batgi jeone sangcheoreul juneun nomieoseo geurae

gyeolguk nae oeroume iyuneun jeonbu nande

nan jakku taseul dollyeo neowa sesangege munne

kkwak jabatdeon ne sondo noajul teni tteona

wonmangboda nameun miryeoni keul ttae

sarangeul mollaseo geurae

geurae, eoryeosseul ttae

ppaetgineun beomman baewo neungsuki mot bada geurae

geobi naseo geurae

nungamajul ttaemajeo

mot bol geoseul neomu mani bwaseo geurae

da byeonmyeonginde

gajin geoseul da junda haetji?

yaksokdaero nae modeun sangcheoreul june

“sarami eotteoke geurae?”

saramiraseo… geurae

nae buranhan maeumdo

witaeroun moseupdo

mianhae

mianhae

ireon nal yongseohaejwo

nae maeumi nae maeumdaero jal an dwae

jom gidael ge

naega

motdoen geonman baewoseo geurae

motdoen jinman gollaseo haenne

ireon naega miwo

nado chakage salgo sipeonneunde

neomu mani dachyeoseo geurae

neomu mani sogaseo geurae

nado ireogin sileo

utgo sipeo

geunde geuge jal an dwae

sarangeul jal mollaseo

ajikdo jal mollaseo

geuraeseo geurae

geuraeseo geurae

ne maeumeul jal mollaseo

nae maeumdo jal mollaseo

geuraeseo geurae

naega naraseo geurae

salgi wihae

utgi wihae

nareul wihae geuraesseo

salgi wihae

utgi wihae

da neoreul wihae geuraesseo

 

Epik High Gray So Gray Lyrics English Translation

It’s because I only learned how to be bad

I did horrible things

I hate who I am

I wanted so badly to be good but…

You ask if I was always this way

Because I’m sharp to the touch

You say you’re afraid to approach me

It’s just that the world made me swallow countless thorns

And as I tried to push them out of my body
I became a cactus

I hate me

More than you could ever

Of course there’s no solution

I am the problem

Like you said, I’m too fragile

Even if I hold a flower like you, I will inevitably shatter into pieces

Just go

You know that I’m broken

My heart is like a desert and not even a sprout of love can grow in it

I was always so cold to you

I gave you tears when you wanted a drop of attention

I took everything and gave you sadness

The waves of resentment in your eyes

Now look like waves of concern

Why are you worried about me?

You know I was always a mess

It’s because

I only learned how to be bad

I did horrible things

I hate who I am

I wanted so badly to be good but…

It’s because I’ve been hurt too many times

It’s because I’ve been lied to too many times

I don’t want to be like this either
I want to smile

I try but I can’t

I can’t

I worry that the shadow over me
Will swallow your future as well

Because I’m the type to hurt someone
Just so they can’t hurt me first

Yeah, my loneliness is all my fault

But I keep blaming you and the world

I’ll let go of your hand now

Before the last bit of feelings you have for me become hatred

It’s because I don’t understand love

Ever since I was little

I only learned how to have things taken away

It’s because I’m afraid

Even when I turned a blind eye

I saw too many terrible things

It’s all an excuse, I know

I told you I’d give you everything I’ve got

I kept that promise by giving you all of my pain

“How can a human being be like this?”

It’s precisely because I’m only human

For my insecure heart

For my unstable self

I’m sorry

I’m sorry

Please forgive me

My heart won’t beat the way I want it to

Can I rest my head on your shoulder?

It’s because

I only learned how to be bad

I did horrible things

I hate who I am

I wanted so badly to be good but…

It’s because I’ve been hurt too many times

It’s because I’ve been lied to too many times

I don’t want to be like this either
I want to smile

I try but I can’t

Because I don’t understand love

I still don’t understand love

That is why

That is why

Because I don’t understand you

And I don’t understand me

That is why

It’s because I’m me

I did it to live

I did it to smile

I did it for me

I did it to live

I did it to smile

I did it all for you

Because…

 

Epik High Gray So Gray Hangul Lyrics

못된 것만 배워서 그래

못된 짓만 골라서 했네

이런 내가 미워

나도 착하게 살고 싶었는데

너 원래 이랬녜

늘 가시 돋친 내게 다가서기 두렵다는 너도

잘 알 텐데

세상이 내게 삼키게 했던 가시 수백 개를

몸 밖으로 밀어내다 선인장이 됐네

I hate me more than u could ever

답 없는 놈일 수밖에

난 나란 게 문제며

그래 너 말대로 병이니까

꽃을 담아도 툭 치면 조각나버릴 운명이니까

알잖아 난

감정이 고장 나

황폐한 마음엔 흔한 사랑 한 포기 못 자라

늘 네게 무심했던 나와

목마른 관심에 지친 넌 눈물 삼켰잖나

니 눈물 빼고 슬픔을 더해

늘 파도치던 너의 눈빛 속에

담겼던 미움도 이젠 날 동정해

왜 니가 나를 걱정해

원래 엉망인 나였잖아

내가

못된 것만 배워서 그래

못된 짓만 골라서 했네

이런 내가 미워

나도 착하게 살고 싶었는데

너무 많이 다쳐서 그래

너무 많이 속아서 그래

나도 이러긴 싫어

웃고 싶어

근데 그게 잘 안 돼

안 돼

내게 진 어둠이

너의 미래조차 검게 물들일까 봐 두려워서 그래

나는 상처받는 게

죽도록 싫어 받기 전에 상처를 주는 놈이어서 그래

결국 내 외로움에 이유는 전부 난데

난 자꾸 탓을 돌려 너와 세상에게 묻네

꽉 잡았던 네 손도 놓아줄 테니 떠나

원망보다 남은 미련이 클 때

사랑을 몰라서 그래

그래, 어렸을 때

뺏기는 법만 배워 능숙히 못 받아 그래

겁이 나서 그래

눈감아줄 때마저

못 볼 것을 너무 많이 봐서 그래

다 변명인데

가진 것을 다 준다 했지?

약속대로 내 모든 상처를 주네

“사람이 어떻게 그래?”

사람이라서… 그래

내 불안한 마음도

위태로운 모습도

미안해

미안해

이런 날 용서해줘

내 마음이 내 마음대로 잘 안 돼

좀 기댈 게

내가

못된 것만 배워서 그래

못된 짓만 골라서 했네

이런 내가 미워

나도 착하게 살고 싶었는데

너무 많이 다쳐서 그래

너무 많이 속아서 그래

나도 이러긴 싫어

웃고 싶어

근데 그게 잘 안 돼

사랑을 잘 몰라서

아직도 잘 몰라서

그래서 그래

그래서 그래

네 마음을 잘 몰라서

내 마음도 잘 몰라서

그래서 그래

내가 나라서 그래

살기 위해

웃기 위해

나를 위해 그랬어

살기 위해

웃기 위해

다 너를 위해 그랬어